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[Nov. 5th, 2005|12:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Banquet- Bloc Party | ] |
1. Amanda needs to get help busting skulls, not new friends.
2. Amanda needs to be rebuilt
3. Amanda needs to avoid dairy
4. Amanda needs to put on a pink wig
5. Amanda needs to relax
6. Amanda needs a job
7. Amanda needs a kidney transplant
8. Amanda needs to come serenade the lovely state of Texas
9. Amanda needs to fight in a pool of jello
10. Amanda needs fruit slots for her dinner party |
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[Oct. 27th, 2005|08:08 pm] |
Hahaha, "The bread is secured!" |
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| "I CAN BARELY HEAR MYSELF!" |
[Oct. 24th, 2005|04:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Montreal Calling- Mobile | ] |
This weekend was definitely a sweet one. Friday after school K-dogg and I went to Coney Island to get some snackage and look for birthday cards for Carrie. Kathleen got mad at me because I got my hands on the best card before she did! So.... after we got done card hunting we headed over to the dance studio... for the sole purpose of making Kathleen look like a moron! When we were at her house she found this green hat thing that was supposed to be like the head of a bug costume, but it looked a lot more like shrek. So I told her to put it on and just run through the studio and pop up in the window of the room where Emily was teaching her class. Hahahhaha, everyone had a good giggle at that one. After being quite disruptive at the studio, we were driving around deciding what we were gonna do next when I remembered that I had Mirlitons practice @ 5 instead of 6, so I had to hurry my ass up to get to that on time. The dance whipped my butt as always, I like it thought, we are going to kick ass this Nutcracker! I'm not just talking about us either, this show is going to be AMAZING. December 9th and 10th, RHS Auditorium, ya'll better be there. I get home and have to like speed get ready for Carries party. Emily called and asked if I could giver her a ride, I say "No problem, I'll call you in like 1/2 an hour." I swear it was like ten minutes later when the phone rang again. It was Emily, "Are you ready yyyyeettttt.....?!" I'm like NO! So she's just like ok, well I'm just gonna drive over there cuz I'm sweet and I'm gonna be impatient! Haha, geez! So about 1/2 an hour later I finally make it over to Carries house. It was an awesome party! I chilled with Emily, Madeline, Holly, Becky, Rob and Sam for a while, then went to pick up Kathleen. Haha, that's funny cuz she lives in the same freaking sub as Carrie! Yes, she made me get in my car to pick her up because it was too cold! We got back to the party @ around 10:30, I pwnd Kathleen at pool, chilled some more, said happy birthday to Carrie one more time, then headed home around 12:00. The next morning was Snow and Flowers rehearsal at the studio. We did pretty well, got 2/3 of flowers done, despite the fact that we can't figure out how to run around in a circle and end up in the right spot! After two and a half hours of rehearsal I went home to do some homework and what not until Cieslik's came to pick me up to go up to MSU to watch the Spartan Spectacular, which was by the way spectacular! Especially the drum line, holy cow. Afterwards we drove around to take a look at the campus, even though it was dark, ha. Kathleen was for some reason asking a lot of questions about soroitys and fraternitys. so we drove past one of the houses, and the greek symbol OX was hung on the front of it. She's goes "what does that mean?" Mrs. Cieslik just says "Ox!" Mr. Cieslik says "Yeah, it's for big fat girls! You're in Kathleen!" So it's about 11:00 when we decide that we're all hungry and want to get some dessert. We went to Bennigans to get some ice cream and what not, then headed home. I crawled into bed at about 1:30 and went to sleep for like... a long time. Sunday, I did nothing, and now it's monday again... GAY. |
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| Ahh man, I got fuckin' tagged! |
[Oct. 15th, 2005|12:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Spitting Games- Snow Patrol | ] |
1. I'm listening to The Best Deceptions by Dashboard Confessional right now
2. Emily and Carrie just left my house about 20 minutes ago
3. I'm still wearing my PJ's and haven't brushed my hair yet
4. I'm really bad at getting the nerve up to talk to people
5. I'm also bad at hiding emotions
6. I'm just finished my can of diet sprite
7. I have a rock embeded in my right knee
8. I'm really cold... I need to go get a hoodie
9. Halo is the best video game ever
10. I don't know what I'm going to do today
11. I already need a vacation
12. I need to stop eating so much junk
13. I dance 4 days a week, sometimes more
14. I help coach the middle school girls basketball team
15. I turned 16 August 20th
16. The best use of free time is to just chill w/ your best friends and act like aboslute morons
17. I hate math because I'm terrible at it
18. I'm always the last one to finish tests, doesn't matter what class it is or how well I know it
19. I actually like to watch highschool sporting events, I don't go just for the social aspect of it
20. I love the friends I have and intend on keeping all of them! I don't know what I would do with out them! |
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| MEH |
[Oct. 11th, 2005|09:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
I was having a good day... but it just seemed to kind of crumble as it went on. I'm completely confused about what to do and when. "This is driving me completely and totally insane" would be the biggest understatement of all time, it's so much worse. It probably doesn't sound like that big of a deal... but it is, I'm not even gonna go there. On top of all that, I'm gonna fail my biology test on fri. AHH I don't even know where to start studying! By the time I get to that class I'm pretty much dead and want to think about other things, so that's probably why I can't remember what any of the damn lectures have been about. Shit. |
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| "I'm going to name my kids Emoxicillen and Vicodin!" |
[Oct. 10th, 2005|09:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Alright | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Promise- BEDlight for blueEYES | ] |
Today wasn't so bad, well at least nothing went wrong. I'm feeling super intelligent lately, I have the highest grade in my History, English, and Biology classes. I just got a 100% on my last German test, very exciting (so did Carrie. Yeah, that's right Anja and Gabi are the smartest kids in school), and a 95% on a MATH TEST (holy shit I've like never done that in my whole entire life!). I got my history test back today too. Mr. K. made fun of me for being last to finish announced it to the class and everything, haha. When he handed it back today he flipped it over and pointed to something he'd written next to my essay on Abe Lincholn's assassination. I looked at it and it said, "Sometimes it pays to finish last, loser! Nicely done essay." I ended up getting a 97 on that one, Hootywhooo! Team Sports sucked today. It was supposed to be open gym and I was all excited cuz I could just do whatever I wanted all hour, but I had forgotten about the 20 stair laps that I had to make up for my absences... Apparently watching me get nailed in the head w/ a softball hit line drive wasn't good enough for Mr. Langley, he took the day I sat out on Doctors orders as an abscence, THANKS! So I ran my 20 in record time... but didn't stretch so now my quads hurt like no other, and I felt kind of sick afterwards and didn't feel like playing basketball anymore anyway. After school I chilled until I had to go to dance. When I got there Emily was sitting in the hall reading some dance magazine, I went and sat down next to her and looked at it. She came across some article and there was some girl named Allegra in it, she said that she wanted to name one of her daughters Allegra. I was thinking about the prescription pill Allegra and made some comment like "So you're gonna name your kids after prescription drugs?" She was just like "yeah... except instead of naming my daughter Allegra, I'm going to name her Emoxicillen!" We also determined that she should name her son Vicodin, but Mary came and kicked our butts out of the hall and into class shortly after that. Mary's class kicks my butt every week. Jump is comin' along I suppose, I've just gotta keep practicing and what not. When I got home I ventured out to McDonalds to come visit my favorite Christine! But the stupid whore had left a few minutes before I got there! So I went home and complained to her online about how I only got one pickle on my cheeseburger... but that was really an empty complaint because shortly after I had IM'd her I took the last bite of my burger and found the second pickle :) She said next time she would make me a special cheeseburger w/ like a billion pickles on it! It was nice talking to her, I miss her! I haven't seen her in so long, every time I've hung out w/ her brothers she's had to work. We need to find some time to catch up!
Going to bed ~*G'night*~ |
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[Oct. 9th, 2005|10:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  The Usual? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Easier To Run- Linkin Park | ] |
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret, I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep, they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up, and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There’d never be a past
Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
It’s so much simpler than change |
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| "I'm a big white girl, with big white shoes!" |
[Oct. 6th, 2005|09:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Summer Skin- Death Cab For Cutie | ] |
Today was alright I suppose... really no different than any other day, they all seem to run together lately. Seriously I can't remember if some things happened yesterday... or the day before that, or even today. Which is exactly why I'm not going to say anything about first hour, because I don't remember it. I'm pretty sure it was amazing though... I mean c'mon, Frou and Carrie together in one hour must=sweetness. In English and History we had the stupid block thing again, GAY. I swear I seriously think that Mr. Kesselring hates Mr. Anderson. They pretend to be all "buddy buddy" but Mr. K always looks soo annoyed w/ Mr. Anderson! Like today, Mr. Kesselring was explaining that he thought what caused people to go completely insane over the Salem Witch Trials, was the bacteria that had gotten into their crops that year (which happened to be a central chemical in LSD). As he's explaining all of this Mr. Anderson just pipes up and says "NOPE, NO WAY. THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE" and went on to tell us why it was completely absurd to think that, that would even be a reasonable thought to have. And the whole time Mr. Kesselring's just got this look on his face that totally says "Fuck you Anderson, you're so stupid". Mr. Anderson just gets jealous becuase Mr. K can get up in front of a class and hold a lecture that makes everybody laugh a ton, and you can tell beacuase after Kesselring's done Anderson'll get up and try to do the same thing and there's that awkward silence after he's told a really lame joke... Everyone's just like "alright...no. Go sit down, you're done". ANYWAY, I was graced with Emily's company today at lunch which was definitely nice, becauase my lunch SUCKS. Julie and Lisa are my lunch buddies... but that's about it. Cassie's there too, but only for like 5 minutes cuz she has to to go RETC so that sucks too. Mr. Nuttall is so awesome, I love that guy, he's soo nice! He basically came danceing into the classroom today and proceeded to tell us that he had his first Weight Watchers weigh in and he lost 10 pounds in one week! He's so funny, he sounded like a little kid boasting to us about the gold star he got on his weight watchers chart. Umm... yeah, after school Kathleen and I went to the middle school to help w/ the 8th grade bball team. They didn't have much for us to do today because the 8th and 7th graders were scrimaging all practice, but of course we got to shoot around on the sidelines and what not. Mrs. Anderson was therer too. She once again nagged me endlessly, telling me "You should be playing Basketball Hummon, you should be playing basketball!" "You're not a dancer, you're an athlete! blah blah blah". Yes I would love to play basketball... a lot. Do I have time for it... not so much. Most likely, I would die if I tried to do both, ok? After practice, I came home... went to dance... ate dinner... and now... I'm done.
~*I want it back more than you know*~ |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2005|08:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | I don't even know | ] |
You know, I really needed a confidence booster. But it's funny... that's not exactly the one I was looking for.
I can't sleep, I can't think straight, I can't focus on anything, every day is a shitty one... I feel like what (in my humble opinion) should be a shared burden, is all on me...
I wish you would just tell me what's going on in YOUR head. I'm tired of having my thoughts run in circles 24 hours a day. |
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